If i have the time i will definitely post about my thailand trip to pattaya and bangkok!!  Yup so i got my results i must say its fairly good but it just didnt reach my expectations and i am sorry if in any way i have hurt the people around me for crying in disappointment.  I cant control my emotions well. I tried to be considerate but i couldnt so if i have offended anybody i am deeply sorry cause apparently i have plenty of haters.... I guess??? Due to my unlikeable personality lol i have no idea ..  Having deproved is a huge disappointment in my case. And i even promised
My hcl teacher an A1, like i told her i was confident . Ohwell..... I hope everything would be fine for my future two years in jc, meet good people and study hard. In my entire 16 years and 3 months i must say i have emotionally matured over the years as i meet people( good or bad) they have all shaped the way i think and interact. I am really careful when i interact with others, i dont trust people around me easily anymore. Throughout my four years in anglican, there were times when i encountered problems and once thought to myself if it would be better if i had ended my life. I would never forget how some people brought me down to hell and how others rescued me. How some doubted my intelligence and character.... But this has thought me that i cant please everyone around me and i have to find people who would accept me for who i am. And look who is ahead now.. I am really sensitive so i can sort of feel who dislikes me even if they dont show it. Maybe that is why i am so emotionally unstable lol Glad to have everybody who are around me now and i cant Imagine my future without them. Adventuring into jc is definitely something i feel extremely nervous about and lets say uneasy..all the best everyone!!