the thought scares me.
everything scares me.
people scare me.
I am afraid.
why?
how?
what?
what do people really want to achieve?
sometimes i want to be a kid again and be innocent and unaware of the evil on earth.
but,
kids nowadays are as corrupted as adults.
So i dont know anymore.
I am afraid.
from i miss you ep 11 , bora's letter to her mother before committing suicide due to sexual assault

"
Mom, you have told me to come home fast before it even gets dark when school is over, but I didn’t listen to you, I’m sorry.

You get so upset even when I scrap my knee but my body is all bruised blue and black, im so sorry.

Mom, with your hurt wrist, you ironed my school uniform so nicely. Im sorry for getting it all dirty.

“its something like a car accident. I’ll get over it” I also want to think of it that way, but I just cant. I am sorry.

“Are you alright?” Those people who asked are starting to ask me less, but I still have nightmares.

You didn’t even sleep well, mum. Because I shouted and cried. I am sorry.

Those people are coming out from jail after 5 years.

Mom…goodbye."

 even if its just a drama, i get so many emotions rising in me.
i am just too emotional for my own good.
i am afraid.